Addicted; Shaina
And its times like these, that I would trade for the world. When every single love, or sad song reminds me of him. That the one person I was sure, I could spend the rest Of my life with, is with someone else, whether I like it Or not. The boy I am not in love with, just completely, Addicted to. He was everything to me. I made him MY everything. I made him Me. & now that he has left me, every little piece of me, now has to be built up from scratch. I know I sure as hell will do it too. I may have made him everything, but I need to Find myself again. I know I will. Some way. Some How. I will. If it takes crying every night. If it takes even seeing her with him, To realize, we’re done. That its Time for me to move on. I will do everything to build myself Again, because the one person I depended On, did nothing but tear me down the most. So I will do this. I will re-create myself. I will do this, for me.
